I titled this that way only to remind myself.
Ever since school ended and summer began, I can hardly keep track of which day is which.
The schedule that is my backbone, that keeps me moving, has been ripped away
leaving me drifting aimlessly from moment to moment and day to day.
For some that may seem wonderful, but I don't like it.
I like having plans and goals and activities.
I also like having down time, but only if there is "up" time to balance it all out.
You would think that with all this free time I'd get something done,
but I wander from computer to tv to book.
I stare at the unmade bed and the half-filled dishwasher and feel no compulsion to finish the tasks.
There is no deadline to spur me on, no clock to race against.
And it's only been a week.
Time to create a summer day schedule.
Something a little more substantial, but still fun.